I felt God telling me to write my story. I didn't want to write this story. There were times when survival didn't seem like an option. Who would think that infertility could bring such thoughts? In obedience to God, I began to write my story and found healing throughout the writing. God felt closer and attentive to my fears, prayers, doubts, and pain. Through my story, I hope that you see God, in my story. If grief is your struggle, I pray that God will remind you that there is a time for healing. Please see my heart in the retelling of my story and see that with God all things are possible.